Sa Panulat Ni...

I believe it does exist;
I just don't want it to beat this time.
Maybe because of the pain,
Maybe because of the fantasies,
Maybe because of the hurt
that broke me into pieces,
Maybe because I don't want to fall
and be wounded again.

But still, there is a deviating thought of mine.
I still hope, I still do hope,
Wishing that I can find a way
to fill up this emptiness inside,
Wishing that someone will come
and will create a new sound in my life.

...for I want to have a reason to become
better rather of becoming bitter
...for I want to feel again the happiness
of being loved and to love
...for I want to prove that it really does exist...


...a heart that's ready to beat again